Friends and Sisters

I wish I had a sister, because I get lonely. Sometimes I wonder if I like living here, but I know I don't want to move back in with Mom because I like being independent.

I miss Jerome. He's my friend, but I never get to see him.

Bad and Good: Dad and the Weekend

i'm mad at my Dad. He hasn't been a Dad for a long time. Now he's trying to get money that isn't his out of my mom and I. My mom and I both don't need this in our lives right now.

This weekend, I went up to Easter Seals, a camp in the mountains where I always have fun, with my roommate Bentley. We stayed the night Friday night, and left Saturday afternoon. Bentley and I needed to spend time together as girl friends, and we had an awesome time together escaping from Denver for a while.

Alcohol! And more!

Monday night, I had my first rum and coke.

I've been sad the last few days because I miss my ex-boyfriend, Paul.

As a result, I've been hanging out in my room more, keeping to myself more sometimes, and even was open to having a drink with Lauren and Steve.

Steve has been living with us, in Lauren's room, since they came back to Denver at the end of August. Steve is like another big brother, he makes me laugh.

Girlfriends

Sometimes its tough to have good girlfriends, and to tell them that I want to be there for them to talk to. Not only do I want to be there for them when they have problems, but I also want to be a part of the girl talk.

Yesterday, I was bummed out in the morning, and it was almost time for the Bronco game to start. I was in Lauren's room chatting with our friend Janie, who had come over to watch the game, when I heard a familiar voice in the living room, but at first I didn't believe that male voice I was hearing could possibly be there. I came out of Lauren's room and down the hallway to see my very own big brother, who I hadn't seen in over 7 months!

Mom made nachos, Steve and Lauren made eggs, and we all sat on the couch together and cheered for the Broncos. It turned out to be an awesome Sunday.

Boys

My first blog is about something that has been on my mind a lot lately as a single young woman - BOYS!

I'm mad at Jerome. I have a Jerome teddy bear that I've been carrying around with me lately, because I miss the real Jerome, one of my best friends since high school.

We used to hang out together a lot more, but now Jerome has work full time at Home Depot and school, and he doesn't have as much time for me.

I called Jerome a few days ago to invite him to hang out this weekend, and he hasn't even called me back.